.with the love is no other.

tomorrow is my last day at the Dispatch. a little sad, a little relieved.

i just realized that today is dec. 21, which means christmas eve is only three days away! my problem is that i'm definitely not in the christmas spirit, and honestly it kind of sucks. buying presents for people has helped a bit. i'm kind of excited to get home, i think that will drastically improve my mood. well, actually, what would be best is if parker found a way to get home. i honestly wouldn't need anything else from anybody at that point. my happiness would expand to way too many levels.

sometimes i think i might just shut down.

anyway, i just wrote this post to say boo for not being in the holiday spirit. and it's not even snowing. this sucks.


xoxo.m