.oh that laser rain.

ugh. just ugh ugh ugh.

sometimes you're feeling okay. like you're getting by. then a moment later you're not, so much. it's not like anything really changes, except the knowledge you have. and knowledge can change your perception pretty quick.

and then it's like you can't count on anybody.

then you fail. or you're needy. or unappreciative. just one of several not-so-good feelings. and all the work you do and all the time you spend and all the accomplishments fall by the wayside.

there's some lessons i just don't need to be taught at this point. and in some cases they're completely irrelevant.

because at this moment, all i really need is a solution.


xoxo.m