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thank you [saves the day]

last night i dreamt you called from costa rica
the place you've been for the last two weeks
you said, "i miss you, oh sweet boy, and will you come on down?"
i woke up to my cold sheets and the smell of new jersey
when do i get to wake up to you?
today i can't forget that i've got these open wounds
it's such a drag
i can't forget you've gone
my ribs have parted ways
they said, "we're not going to protect this heart you have"
oh no, what can i do?
my lungs are breathing open air
and my spleen is dripping from my pants
you've left me here in the cold
and i miss you
you never told me it would be this hard
i think my body's saying so
when you're not here, it's leaving me
but i hope that you're okay
even though i'm dying
i hope that you're still trying to have a killer time
go see the volcanoes
go see the rainforests
i'll be fine by myself
i'll be fine without these bones


xoxo.m