.note to self.

i'm so freakin' busy and i l-0-v-e it. i shouldn't even be taking the time to write this blog. but i'm thriving at the moment. whatever that really means. i'm not sure.

no i'm not drunk, high or in any other altered state. i'm really just happy. because i'm crazy. and i'm busy. and pretty much everything seems to be going right. even if my life is just a blur of class, work, meetings and fiddling around on the computer.

classes are amazing.

speakeasy is fabulous, and about to get even more fabulous. our staff is super excellent and i love how excited everyone gets. i feel like i'm watching my baby grow up. awww *tear*

work rocks.

my friends are super amazing.

i have concerts to look forward to - AFI and my chemical romance for sure. plus, hopefully taste of chaos and anti-flag.

i get to dance this weekend.

i'm running out of food but i don't much care. i don't know why that's on this list, but it's probably not good. oh well, i still have my iced tea, and that's really all that matters in life.

i'm somehow finding time to read a book for fun (don't ask how because i'm still not quite sure how that's happening). it's called hardcore zen, by brad warner, and everyone and their mother should read it. seriously.

i have an ipod and i can actually listen to music when i'm walking and somewhat forget how freakin' cold it is.

it's actually cold. for once. thank god, because it was creepily warm for awhile.

plus, there's this boy. and no matter what stupid little things go wrong, i'm completely crazy in love with him. and through all the craziness in my days he's always on my mind. and even though i miss him terribly, it makes me happier than anyone can even imagine.

there's really no reason for this post other than to say i'm extremely happy. even i post something tomorrow about how crappy i feel or how i don't have any time to breathe, it's just that moment. overall, none of that matters, because there's many other things to be happy about.

hope everyone enjoyed their weekends. i'm off to read.


xoxo.m