well, i predicted it. happy to crappy in a day. doesn't that just figure. i guess the higher you are the harder you fall. it's like being on autopilot. or maybe something's programmed in the universe.
and i can just hope that everything's okay. and hope that that hope doesn't send me crashing again.
sometimes i wish there was someone else who even had an inkling of how hard this is. and most of the time i'm glad no one else does. not that i'm trying to be selfish (okay, i guess i can be a little selfish with him, so sue me), but i like that no one else gets us.
and that also means we're both still alone. and i have to let myself feel that. or i'll go crazy.
xoxo.m
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